All Together Now
Yahweh has been helping us fight off a few struggles, recently. Mama hasn’t been feeling well, we’ve all been pretty tired; there’s been a few struggles, nothing major, but we all have been knowing that even though we were being attacked, Yahweh had a greater picture. So we’ve been praying, and pulling through.
Yesterday (1/14/16), we all woke up early to go to the Tribal Horse sanctuary again. 😀 We woke up early (OK, OK; around 6:30 I think… XD), and got ready. We managed to fit all of us in our ‘truck’ (it doesn’t have a bed, so I call it a car but… XD), and we had our little trailer of a friend’s hooked up. XD The ride there was nice; I had brought my old laptop (the only one with music, this new one is so weird I can’t download anything… *dead brain lol(), and listened to Breaking Benjamin practically the entire trip. ;D And then, I started a playful draft of Brothers In Crime (one of my book plans to write), which was fun. XD
And we got there! 😀 It was beautiful, as always. And, most importantly, God showed us again that He has plans, and wills for us that we don’t know of, or maybe they seem very impossible.
Every time we open our hearts up to God, He always shows another step for us to take- whether its one we intended or knew of, or not. And the amazing steps God has us take yesterday were the beginnings to something spectacular.
Curly Beginning Steps
The two newest members of our family are; Ulu, and Fawn.
Ulu is a Lakota Curly Appaloosa mare, the first Curly in our Curly herd.
Along with her, on this trip, we also brought home her friend, Fawn. Fawn is of Lakoto/Cheyenne tribes, she is not a curly however, but she has a sister soul with Ulu.
There are very, very few Lakota/Cheyenne Curly appaloosas left (these are completely different from you regular Curly horses); our herd of Curly’s would be one of very few left. The purpose of keeping the bloodline clean and keep the tribes going, is to bring these amazing horses back to life.
After prayers and opening up; Yahweh opened another door for our first steps into. We’re going to be starting a Lakota/Cheyenne Curly Appaloosa herd, as well. 🙂 We are all very excited, and extremely blessed. 😀
The next curly baby we’re getting to bring home, is a little mare called Chokeberry.
Its just amazing to me, because… When we started getting our Indian tribal horses, our original ‘plan’ was pretty different than how things are going now. We didn’t think at first that we would have anything to do with a very almost extinct group of horses…
Heart To His
Yahweh showed us the first steps for us to take for HIS plan. And not just with these curly’s; we’ve all been sharing and talking a lot… And praying. We all have things we have to heal from, and learn… Things to get out of our souls that are dirty.
Yahweh has this home for us, and others, to cleanse. I know I have things to clean up and change and learn… And sometimes, it’s scary for me. Sometimes, I freeze up and everything slows down. Sometimes, I wish things were not such a way as they are. But at the same time; I know God has His will for me. He is perfect and loves me; I have to get out of my little boat and step out onto the waves. Because that’s where He is. Holding out His hand, waiting for me to leave my safety.
And its a hard thing to do. But He doesn’t calls us to do what’s necessarily easy. Right now, I’m praying very hard for something (among others), and have been for a tiny bit. Today, we got news about this… And Ma brought it into light for me as well.
Last night, I was facing the fact that maybe this time, what I wanted and prayed for, wasn’t going to come here. But today, we got some news, and Ma said it was interesting how we had finally learned something; when I had fully handed it to God.
On this, I keep praying and leaving it to God. I can’t do anything about it right now, but Yahweh can, and He is.
I have stuff to clean out of my spirit and things; but I am not alone. Even when I feel kind of alone; not only do I have the LORD, but He has given me in such love, a family and these horses… This journey is incredible.
I can’t really begin to put into words, really… But I know for sure these horses are all helping us. In many different ways.
God is giving me quite a few things to learn and to pray over… A thing I must stop doing is worrying or freaking out. Its really not that great. No matter what is piled up, I shall pray and trust the Lord with everything. Because He can still the stormiest of seas, and He deeply loves me…
I have faith that He has something very beautiful for me, for my family, for our home, for our four-legged and furry family members. He’s already showing us things, moving us, loving us; lighting our path so that we may take steps. Step by step…
The storms inside me are no match for His guidance. All I have to do is reach for His hand, and give Him everything in me. And that’s when we can walk together.
I am so happy to see everyone around me growing and HAPPY. Mama is so excited about the curly’s, that she can give back. I love seeing her have such a spirit for them… And she and I have talked and shared a lot, too. And Tory and I- we’ve really been praying and everything, and… Gosh, I mean, its just breathtaking to see everything else take steps and suddenly God is opening all of us too, because things need to be purified, and I see everyone truly willing to be with the Lord, and for Him, and with Him…
Our journey is taking more steps; for, through, and with JEHOVAH. ♥
Today was rainy haha, so not much happened… 😉 For school Kody and I did art! We painted a bit, and then I drew Kody a self portrait… I’ll upload pictures later! 😀
GOD BLESS! 🙂